run

i was running away from it for so long, and i was sure i would eventually run back into it. (this has to be a law of physics, i'm sure).


so, instead of trying to get away from it, i started to think of myself as running toward that which i wanted to escape. if i thought of it like this, in a contrary-wise way, i wouldnt ever catch back up with it since i was never actually trying to leave it. and i decided id run slow, so as to never get to it.

 (as it turns out, this plan did not work... but at least i was in control.)